turning the page
a journey through darkness
Ketamine: Understanding And Trusting In A New Treatment When Experiencing Possible Pitfall
Hello again. This is Susan from MyKetamineStory.com. I have given my subject matter a lot of consideration. I thought I might slowly lead into this sensitive topic but decided I am going to just jump right into deep waters and address an issue I have struggled with once during my last 2.5 years of Ketamine […]
Ketamine: Trying To Understand New Emotions When Depression Lifts
Hello again. This is Susan from www.myketaminestory.com. I have been thinking a lot about my recovery lately. I feel like I am always fighting to keep centered. My desire in life is to feel rooted like an oak tree that has been around for more than a century. I need to feel grounded. I want […]
i can see the sun but still a prisoner i feel
Hello again. It has been a very long while. This past Wednesday was Ketamine day for me, and I feel the need to express myself at last. I have been away for several reasons. I could jot down all of the excuses and make them believable to some, and lies to many more, but I […]
the world is an imperfect place
Hello again. It has been a long while. I think about writing daily. I want to write. I recently got a new job and in the last thirty days I have worked all but two. I am a part time employee and not used to working every day. I wanted to work 24-25 hours tops. […]
is that you?
I plunge to my death Shadows linger behind me Could it be you? I feel I’m getting closer, Closer to you I like the comfortable feeling I’m experiencing It seems so long since I’ve been near you I began to fear the distance I wanted, still want to be with you I have missed you, […]