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February 8 2017

trust

susangayhart Poetry alone, antidepressants, anxiety, clinical depression, depressed, insomnia, Major Depressive Disorder, mental health, mental illness, myketaminestory, panic attacks, suicidal depression, suicide prevention, suidical depression, symptoms, treatment resistant depression, treatments

The feeling of death is upon me I’ve plunged into the boiling hot pot I was beginning to sense some relief but for some unknown reasons I’ve fallen No voice, no words that explain why, why I can’t see straight, a reason to live what happen to the power, the courage the desire to fight […]

February 6 2017

one with the dolphins

susangayhart Poetry admire, alone, creatures, desire, dolphins, freedom, friendships, hope, longing, love, meditation, mindful, ocean, one, peace, self aware

To be one with the dolphins I wonder how it would be, to glide through the waters so effortlessly I’d like to climb on a rock and dive into the sea to swim with the dolphins oh to be at peace, I think To be able to jump into the air and sail through open […]

February 5 2017

no longer your baby girl

susangayhart Poetry acceptance, alone, child, daddy issues, depressed, disappointments, forgiveness, hurting, insight, panic attacks, parents, reality, relationships, remember, sadness, unconditional love

The sadness is in my eyes True love is what we deny If we don’t mend things I do believe my insides shall die I guess I was once your baby girl we both know that love should conquer all If I could go back and undo All the hurt and sorrow I put you […]

February 4 2017

hiding and hurting

susangayhart Blog agoraphobia, alone, angry, anxiety, clinical depression, depressed, discouraged, effects without ketamine, feeling hopeless, grief, help, insomnia, ketamine, ketamine day, ketamine shots, menopause, pain in hands, panic attacks, suicidal depression, suicidal thoughts

Hello again. This is Susan from myketaminestory.com. This post will be pretty short. I am still experiencing excruciating pain in my hands. I believe the worse thing about the pain is it appears to be masking the Ketamine I just got on Wednesday. It is as though I didn’t even get my treatment. I don’t […]

February 4 2017

why?

susangayhart Poetry alone, anxiety, clinical depression, depressed, depression, depression signals, emotions, help, lonely, longing, Major Depressive Disorder, meditation, mental health, mental illness, observing, questioning mental illness, suicidal depression, symptoms, treatment resistant depression

The sun it shines for me but rain will surely enter it’s way for my life is not a picture in some local magazine No beautiful mountains to climb because my pain has washed them all away no tall green trees to see this year because my heart has burned them all down can’t you […]

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